Word v. World

“The world has never had a problem with Jesus.” This—from a professor of theology—commenced the closing remarks of a guest sermon streamed this past Sunday from the empty sanctuary of my (former) church. Polls, he summoned as proof, confirm Christ is the most admired man of history. Don’t be alarmed, the professor seemed to be implying, Christendom is impervious to the “long arms” of the governor, his mandates and a popular culture suspicious of—if not hostile to—the spiritual. We will be accommodated. 

In fact the opposite is true—Jesus is “the stone that the builders rejected.” The world, from the moment King Herod learned of his impending arrival, has always had a problem with the Son of Man. It could even be argued that this contest is its distinguishing characteristic, its raison d’être

“If the world hates you,” he posits in John 15:18, “know that it has hated me before it hated you.” The world (through Judas Iscariot) betrayed Christ for cash, rejected him (in Jerusalem) for the murderer Barabbas, mocked and flogged him and put nails through his hands and feet (at the order of the Roman governor Pontius Pilate). “He was in the world, and the world was made through him, yet the world did not know him,” John testifies. That was and remains his earthly mission, accomplished by his crucifixion and resurrection: to reveal the nature of the world—the dominion of death, because of The Fall—as one of corruption and error, and to overcome it. He has and is, ab aeterno.

The world has never had a problem with Jesus? This is, to me, catechistic malpractice of the highest order. He came with a sword to unseat its ruler, the Prince of Darkness, and divide humanity—the penitent from the shameless, the faithful from the treacherous, good from evil; to be followed, not applauded for his celebrity. (Prestige is irreconcilable with the law and logic of the Word.) His righteousness was not welcomed, and his disciples were hounded out of town after town. Just as, per Proverbs 29:27, “one whose way is upright is detestable to the wicked,” so is Christ to the world. He is its bête noire, the ne plus ultra of rivals, because his light illuminates the lies upon which the world is founded. He is incomprehensible, incompatible, a stranger.

And he is, wrote Pascal, “in agony until the end of the world,” because of this. It cannot be otherwise. That is his cross to bear, and ours: to be persecuted and suffer for the glory of God so that we might attain victory over the world—and ourselves—and gain eternal life in the enduring city that is to come. For there is no room for us in this inn.

Image: Vallejo, Francisco Antonio. Christ After the Flagellation. 1760-70, Art Museum of the Church of San Felipe Neri “La Profesa,” Mexico City.

I Want to Live, Pt. 2

There is something sinister about our sun. It appears sick, its wattage disconcertingly reduced, its glory redacted and smeared. It is, in its infirmity, not itself. And from its lofty perch it broadcasts a mien of exasperation that is mirrored in the faces below. We, too, are not well. Our lungs are pierced by twin maladies, our hearts unsettled by portentous events. The whole ordeal reeks of a cosmic coup.

Yesterday was Sunday, the last day of summer—school, in some strange incarnation, begins today for the city’s children—and our second on a Jovian moon. The atmosphere—experts tell us, and our noses confirm—is hazardous, and so we have submitted to house arrest. Our villain, of course, is the smoke of wildfires, a herculean dose of it, which has settled like boiling water into a bowl on top of us. It is a deluge. Jonah was three days and three nights in the belly of the “greate fyshe.” Perhaps tomorrow God will take pity on us.

The defiant few who venture out into it look miserable, their movements conservative and deliberate, koi at the bottom of a frigid pond. The rest of us, in our own climatized fishbowls, must elicit a similar impression—one of not only tousles and stubble, but resignation. We have made a meal of it this year, haven’t we? Still, through plague and terrorism, acts of God (or misfortune, stupidity, astrological prophecy, have your pick) and the dissolution of normalcy into an off-piste Huxleyan parody—next stop, the Church of Belial!—we do sit-ups, send flowers, make the bed. “This is not panache,” C. S. Lewis rightly observed. “It is our nature.” We are always on the threshold of Thermopolis—only of late do we seem to notice the glow. 

Widespread haze (and havoc) is forecast for the rest of the week (and the Anthropocene); there will be no imminent escape from our Monstro, after all. I think of the songbirds, without air conditioning, baffled and shushed by this poisonous brown fog. I think of the gardeners who cannot find respite, even in the shade. Every leaf is still. I pray for a little wind. 

And I think of Christ’s triumph on the cross, presaging ours, with the help of a sonnet by Malcolm Guite:

And now he comes to breathe beneath the pall

Of our pollutions, draw our injured air

To cleanse it and renew. His final breath

Breathes us, and bears us through the gates of death. (11-14)

Note: Please visit malcolmguite.wordpress.com for more information on the poet and his work.

The Town Where Nobody Lives

“Where did everyone go?” I began asking myself this question some years ago, when I suddenly noticed how staged and mute everything felt, how antiseptic and unnatural and sequestered, not for me. There they are, I’d mutter, the rouged passersby of Edward Hopper’s Soir Bleu. There they go, I’d point, smaller and smaller. My phone was kaput, but I kept it tucked into the pocket of my jeans anyhow. It seemed to belong there, undeniable. Like regret. Or furniture.

I’d receive regular correspondence from an ambitious insurance agent named Patrick Foster, but little from friends. I didn’t know this Mr. Foster but I admired his persistence and the humble, clean type of his letterhead. Once, on an errand in a foreign part of town, I serendipitously came upon his office, the only occupied stall in a low, multi-unit strip on a busy arterial. A single car—new within the past few years but otherwise unremarkable—was parked in the accompanying slot. I considered pulling in, to introduce myself, to meet this man of letters, Patrick Foster. But I didn’t, and his mail ceased, and I forgot about him. 

At nine and five the streets are frantic veins of cars and trucks, but actual people? No. City plows pile pedestrian sidewalks high with a slushy sludge and to brave them—in the dark, inches from traffic—is to court disaster. This is America! That is Italian for “The Machine.” Happy is the man who can deny winter at sixty-miles-per-hour.

Nevertheless I’d walk to the store, open till midnight, for a loaf of warm French bread and my favorite German cheese. Perhaps a mile, each way. I met cats, feral children on trikes and in trees, saw the silent lightning of TVs in every window, but passed nary a stranger. When I did, over squares of heaving concrete, we’d brush shoulders, heads hooded, and look at our shoes. Two gods afraid of the light. 

I was underemployed and harangued by a vague desire to write. On outings I carried with me a small, green notebook from the Federal Supply Service, and at home it never left my desk. The word “Memoranda” was printed at a severe slant in yellow script on the cover, but I mostly filled it with lists, reminders, theological passages, names, strange words and drawings of crosses. 

The Town Where Nobody Lives. I remember thinking, “That’s the title of a children’s book.” Illogical, deceptively simplistic, subtly sinister. It would be illustrated with fantastical—but tastefully minimalist—woodblock prints, jagged little things with humorous details and undeniable craftsmanship. I wrote the title in my Memoranda book. I live in The Town Where Nobody Lives. Surely I am the man to tell its story. I scribbled the words again, this time in all caps. I made mental notes of the homes on my block—the classical elements, the sloping lawns, the brickwork, faces like funerals—that would undoubtedly haunt THE TOWN WHERE NOBODY LIVES. I put the people in, teasingly, and took them out. Didn’t even give them time to reminisce or put up fences. I rolled tumbleweeds through like dice and printed packs of wild dogs. 

But something changed. I returned to making lists. Foodstuffs, Top 10s, things to do on a day off—the jejune fluff of a diary. Names for a boy, names for a girl. I began to leave my green book at home. I’d forgotten to give The Town Where Nobody Lives an address, and it had fallen off the map. No one, thankfully, was home at the time of the incident. Nevertheless, this world-building business, I’d decided, was too much. Even one emptied of persons! Too much. What is wrong, after all, with bit parts and bench-warming? There is some kind of honor in restraint, in settling, in the menial. They shall inherit the earth. Give me little or give me death. I returned to strange words and diagrams.

And I forgot all about The Town Where Nobody Lives. Both of them. Perhaps I enjoyed the company of silence. Summer came without a fling or budding friendship, outside of one with mezcal, and went south again. Memoranda slipped to the bottom of my knapsack, a labyrinth of pens and half-remembered books, and met its minotaur, a putty-soft black banana. Only with the sweet odor of decay did it finally find its way up and out and back to my desk, where it languished yet again, this time in a haze of incense and heavy metal. 

But Hesse and Huysmans, Blake and Bonhoeffer vied for the same strip of real estate, and my green notebook vanished, again, beneath the visions of a lost continent, Europe. I’d moved there, in a sense, homesick for something like askesis, but inarticulate. I found Jung there, who, in his own journal, lamented the loss of “the scary and beautiful feeling of solitude,” what he called “the shadow side of the fortune of love.” Ah-ha! I rescued Memoranda and scratched his impression on a clean, new page. But the words looked sacrilege in my hand, because I saw in them a profound warning. See, I was glad to be alone, and, for the first time, so very thankful to be without “the fortune of love,” in the lowercase.

Perhaps that warrants some elaboration.

I’d crawled inside a book crammed with people, and we greeted one another—everyone!—with little bows. Some bent so far they kissed a knee or swept the ground with their hat in a dramatic woosh. They spoke of a city “that is to come,” and I believed them because I, too, had once imagined such a place—a town where, well, you know. I’d painted it. I told them I was even writing its history. No, no, they said. Yours is a city of the dead. Ours is The City Where Everyone Lives.Here, the people move about as if on air, gathering light like fruit off the vine. Here, eating and praying are the same thing. Here, they said, love and solitude are the same thing. Everything is capital “el” Love. The whole film is a denouement. I said, “I don’t quite understand.” But they persisted, breaking into song. “Keep reading,” they sang in a butterscotch lilt without a trace of the dissonance I’d hear honking from the radios of handymen on neighboring rooftops.

And so I did. Page after page I was pummeled with outrageous claims and fantasy. This city can’t possibly exist—can it? Where are the skyscrapers, the trams, the shopping malls? The bums! Where are the houses? I found myself darting between the letters—some black, some red—hoping for a glimpse, a whiff of dim sum, the clangor of industry, anything. Certainly here, I’d repeatedly observed, there are citizens aplenty for a city, but how strange they are. How forward. How awfully presumptuous. And most peculiar of all—how joyous. In The Town Where Nobody Lives—perhaps understandably—smiling is not forbidden per se, but discreetly discouraged. It’s unbecoming. With so much misery elsewhere, how could you? Laughter has the tenor of a muted soap opera. Every car is a hearse. 

I read until the book slipped from my hands and I fell into a dream. I’m an old man in the company of other immaculately dressed blue hairs—tailored seersucker jackets, stout bow ties. We are slow dancing alone, in a spotlit ballroom, leading invisible partners across the hardwood, dipping them in pools of light only to draw back into darkness, loosely synchronized. I spin mine, step to the left and the right, twirl. Dip. Repeat. The man nearest me is lost in a kind of revery, eyes closed clutching air, his left arm elegant and high. His smile is toothy and ordinary, like a fib, but radiant.

Click-eek-clack. I awake with a start to the clangor of the mail slot. The ballroom of old men collapses in on itself and recedes, a weird cloud. Habit (and a full bladder) lures me to the front door. On the floor is a letter. It’s from Patrick Foster. My eyes leap to a swath of bold type. True to form—the man must be a saint—he says he’s got an “unbeatable offer” for me, and in silver ink has signed off, “Your friend.”

The mailman has already crossed the street, zig-zagging up the block with the verve of a satisfied, competent lover. A pair of kindergarteners hustle through his wake shrieking, hurling snowballs, chasing a cat. The sun is already on her way out. I am suddenly suffused with the irrefutable feeling that I must change my life.

Image: Courtesy of the author.

The Journeyman’s Song

The work is made

Easier—the fatigue

Not so bad—by

The drive to and from

And—later—wine

And a totty of rum, all

The hope and premonitions

And good

Dinners I have had

Fading into the plush

Furniture with wisps

Of night light for a short

Spell of death

With an intermission

To make water

And a grope

Around sharp corners

Through a kingdom

Of many doors

For a snatch

Of the moon

And the crumbs

Of my life

Stock-still back 

In the pocks of the duvet.

The Revolution Will Be Symphonized

“For me the question has always been [about] power,” says poet Nikki Giovanni, self-described “black militant,” to writer James Baldwin—nodding in accord—on a 1971 episode of Soul!—the variety show—both railing cigarette after cigarette. She continues: “I would sell my soul, ya know what I mean? Y’all can have Jesus. Give me the world. Give it to me, or I will take it.”

Giovanni’s take is not atypical of black liberation rhetoric, which, as she and Baldwin demonstrate, is as prone to hyperbole as any strain of political enterprise. “The bill is in,” Baldwin notes later in the conversation, speaking obliquely to his white countrymen. “We paid it. Now it’s your turn.” Ignore, for the moment, Baldwin’s assertion of only two years prior—made on The Dick Cavett Show—that any notion of the black revolution as vengeance is the product of the “guilty white imagination.” He was, decidedly, a proud prophet of the oppressed (in the black community, anyway), who, as philosopher Bertrand Russell wisely observed, “only wish to become oppressors in their turn: life is nothing but a competition to be the criminal rather than the victim.” Consider the not-so-subtle intimations of a phrase like Black Is King, the title of Queen Bey’s forthcoming record.

Of Algerians in France—”with their turbans and their djellabas”—biographer Julian Jackson recalls Charles De Gaulle having said, “Try and integrate oil and vinegar. Shake the bottle. After a moment they separate again.” Such is, arguably, the fate of most projects that attempt to subsume disparate peoples into one monolithic body politic, even those who share a mother tongue. Does that mean such efforts are without merit? The United States, with its founding documents and revolutionary origins promising radical liberties, has erected a legal and philosophical apparatus—perhaps the most just in existence—to perform such a task: the unification of human beings, whatever their origins, under an umbrella of universal ideals. 

But humans are fallible. The papers proved more resolute than the flesh. Slavery undoubtedly violated that covenant. Jim Crow laws undoubtedly violated that covenant. Is atonement possible in a relationship defined as much by its transgressions as its potential for fraternity? Malcolm X called integration “only a trick.” And Baldwin bragged, “We cannot be accommodated.” The truth, of course, is much more convoluted. Humanity, again, is fallible—fallen, if you subscribe to one of the Abrahamic traditions. Guilty, in other words. Should we not be forgiven, none of us, ever?

“One cannot be responsible for what one has not produced,” says Giovanni, countering Baldwin’s quip that, with eight siblings to feed, he feared bringing a child of his own “into the world.” Its analogue on the larger scale of black-white relations is obvious—who is forgivable? Should the descendants of Germany’s Third Reich by liable for the inexcusable crimes of their grandparents? Should anyone of the name Habsburg be treated like filth for sharing a jawline with tyrants of the Holy Roman Empire? Should the residents of Jerusalem forever pay for the murder of Jesus Christ? 

“In the place of justice,” warns Solomon in the Tanakh, “wickedness was there.” While one can find virtue and promise in a cause, one must also be permitted to object to the terms—or the behavior of its representatives, or both—without fear of reprisal. Debate, in other words, in the arena of ideas—not the street—is what distinguishes the progressive society from the primeval. For example, there is a distinction, indecipherable to fanatics, between the obvious—that, yes, black lives matter—and the obscure—that the thinly-veiled Marxist black liberation group, Black Lives Matter, is in fact in pursuit of black supremacy. But alas, conceding that is a bridge too far in the eyes of people who see only in chiaroscuro.

Reconciliation is a country arrived at via conversation between consenting parties. There is no road to it through retributive sport, which is the impassable mountain range into which Black Lives Matter has corralled racial justice discourse. As political theorist Gustave Le Bon observed in The Psychology of Crowds, “An individual can accept contradiction and discussion; a crowd, never.” For, he continues, “The ideas capable of influencing crowds are not rational ideas but feelings expressed in the form of ideas.” There is no good weather to report here, as you can see in the headlines and newsreels of late.

“This is going to be a difficult summer.” Baldwin predicated as much in a speech at the University of California at Berkeley in January of 1979. Exactly six months later, President Jimmy Carter would echo that sentiment in a speech of his own, acknowledging a “crisis of confidence” evident in the “growing doubt about the meaning of our own lives and in the loss of a unity of purpose for our nation.” He was not wrong. America was gripped by recession, by disenchantment in Vietnam, by racial enmity and malaise. But he discerned in the tumult a way forward, a “path of common purpose.” The alternative—one of “fragmentation and self-interest” and “constant conflict between narrow interests”—would almost certainly mire the nation in “paralysis and stagnation and drift.”

It is going to be a difficult summer.

A policeman, dispatched to protect his community, is shot and killed. Black Lives Matter. It is written on their t-shirts, banners and splashed across the private property they commandeer and deface. A business owner, her hands pleading for restraint and understanding, is beaten with a 2×4, her store ransacked and robbed. Black Lives Matter. The Stars and Stripes, flying in celebration of our nation’s birthday, is confiscated and mutilated and set ablaze. Black Lives Matter. For days and nights on end the violence is allowed to continue (largely) unimpeded—in some instances it is tacitly endorsed. Black Lives Matter.

The Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI) definition of terrorism is: “The unlawful use of force or violence against persons or property to intimidate or coerce a government, the civilian population, or any segment thereof, in furtherance of political or social objectives.”

Read it again.

The Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI) definition of terrorism is: “The unlawful use of force or violence against persons or property to intimidate or coerce a government, the civilian population, or any segment thereof, in furtherance of political or social objectives.”

That’s right: intimidation and coercion “in furtherance of political or social objectives.” Now that the “Shock and Awe” phase of The Revolution has “set the tone,” striking fear into the hearts of ordinary citizens—”You wouldn’t want us to have to burn down your homes next time, would you?”—the campaign has shifted back to the more delicate realm of cultural infiltration and regulatory reform. Yes, back—the disruption of public institutions, universities, media, private companies, nonprofit organizations and individual sovereignty is a phenomenon that has been ongoing, in earnest, for a century, even before the likes of Alger Hiss, the Ware Group and the Rosenbergs. Call it soft terrorism. Sensing an opportunity (and craving legitimacy), however, what was once an underground operation has now surfaced—the mask, as they say, is off. And the true face of Marxism—pimpled, jowly, incensed—is as ugly as ever. 

But unlike the communist subversives of the twentieth century who worked remotely and sub rosa, today’s communist seeks to change the minds of her neighbors and colleagues with, first, subtle social pressure—to “butter them up,” so to speak—and then by militant duress. She knows the American disposition is benevolent and charitable, which she exploits with cunning and perseverance. It is a pageant of naked—and despicable—espionage.

“The revolution—and indeed in the interest of Socialism—demands the absolute submission of the masses to the single will of those who direct the labour process.” Communist mastermind Vladimir Lenin’s accusatorial and threatening The Soviets at Work speech of 1918 provides a template for the coercive aims of Black Lives Matter. There is no room for dissent; they know in order to wield and exercise power you must be a slave to their demands, at home and—crucially—at work, where the stigmatizing of pesky nonconformists is particularly effective. The goal, admits political theorist Herbert Marcuse in Counterrevolution and Revolt, is the “radical reconstruction of society” through the birthing of “a new consciousness: the breaking of the hold of the Establishment over the work and leisure of the people.” 

Whatever the pigmentation of his skin, the black liberation communist—in the evangelical fashion of the Christian, his ideological opposite—seeks to convert, yes. But the comparison stalls out there—he also wants subservience, in every action and every thought. Speaking of leftist organizers in The New York Times Sunday edition, law professor Amna A. Akbar instructs that, “whatever you think of their demands, you have to be in awe of how they inaugurate a new political moment.” You have to be in awe. The tyrannical psychology of the communist, yesterday and today, even demands that you feel what they feel—in contemporary parlance, then, you must “be an ally” and listen.

My local symphony, a once-esteemed outfit, understands this, for their business model is heavily invested in your ears and the expectation that your ears, being tangentially connected to your legs, will walk through their turnstiles every other Saturday evening or so. It is, arguably, inevitable, then, that its administration would make a public declaration in support of Black Lives Matter despite no signal whatsoever from the radical organization that classical music is of any interest to revolutionaries or that it requires reevaluation and “decolonization.” But—I should give them the benefit of the doubt—the symphony directors are not idiots; they know the long arm of social justice reaches well into the arts, and that they will be held accountable—sooner or later—for the “whiteness” of their staff, players and material. Rue the day these supposed stewards of civilization discover the objectives of today’s revolution differ little from those of the original, and that capitulation to their dictates only accelerates it towards its fulfillment. As we learn in Adam B. Ulam’s The Bolsheviks from a resentful proponent of cubism, futurism, all the isms that rendered the art of the Enlightenment obsolete: subversives mean what they say. “In the name of our Tomorrow we shall burn Raphael, demolish museums, melt down the masterpieces of art.” Strike up the band!

In The Revolt of the Elites and the Betrayal of Democracy, Christopher Lasch argued wrongly that the object of the “culture wars” was not to impose a new moral code of a minority onto the “incorrigibly racist, sexist, provincial and xenophobic” majority, but to instead build “parallel or ‘alternative’ institutions” from which to initiate systemic social disruption. Indeed, in America’s corporate boardrooms, on her copydesks, mastheads and assembly lines the demands of Black Lives Matter have been adopted wholesale and with little protest. Why make another world? “The point,” Karl Marx vehemently argued, “is to change [this one].”

So, the symphony postures, proposes “actions” and makes “pledges.” The “whole Symphony organization” will be audited to ensure each individual is sufficiently right-minded, culturally and racially. Ravel, Stravinsky, Debussy, Gershwin, Bernstein—one can assume the works of these giants of composition will be newly scrutinized, and with gusto, as part of the promise to collaborate “with diverse groups on programming.” We may never hear “Boléro” again. And why should we? One can assume its creator, a white man, was nothing but a vicious bigot, yes? This is how The Revolution, producing no art of its own (it is, of course and above all, a destructive endeavor), infects even the opera house—it is welcomed in with curtsies.

Nonplussed, I wrote them a letter:

I understand you must, under threat of public disgrace, profess your alignment with a political movement that openly plots to meet any critic with intimidation, humiliation and, if necessary, violence. You wouldn’t want its supporters painting the web—or, God forbid, the front page of the newspaper—with accusations of unforgivable racism in the ranks of your organization.

I understand you must bow to the demands of a movement that has normalized domestic terrorism and swear your allegiance to them for fear of your reputations and social standing in a community that values, über alles, the appearance of perfect tolerance. You must put food on the table.

“Music must be a place free of division,” you insist, as if before the racial convulsions of this spring and summer the consensus was that music is inherently inequitable. As if melody and sound—the very movement of it through air—is unjust and discriminating. Music! You’ve christened it “a place” of division with your rhetoric endorsing the experience of one—and only one—skin color.

Music is prismatic and beautifully elusive—attempts to define, classify, own, partition or control it are laughably futile. I can’t think of any creative medium more amenable to the standards of universal fellowship. And yet, with your call for “racism training” to repair “deep wounds that hold us apart,” you’re suggesting music (and its makers) was, heretofore, somehow deficient, somehow partisan. How insulting.

Of what benefit are your performative pledges—besides inspiring resentment—to the large majority of people in your organization and community who already believe (and participate) wholeheartedly in the American project of building an ever more perfect, colorblind Union?

Your deliberate politicization of perhaps the final refuge of the nonpolitical is, I think, a losing strategy. I used to relish the hours spent bathing, eyes closed, in the sounds your orchestra conjured. No longer.

I suppose I shouldn’t expect an invitation to the next New Year’s Eve gala. I will miss paying $10 for two fingers of cheap white wine in a plastic Solo cup.

Is it bigotry to find diversity-by-fiat detestable and unbecoming of a free citizenry? Is it bigotry to defend the very systems and institutions—capitalism, the presumption of innocence, private property—that our founders devised and heroes improved to promote liberty and equality of opportunity in pursuit of a just meritocracy? Is it bigotry to loath any crusade that promises to destroy reputations and livelihoods if its pronouncements of superiority are resisted? No, no and no.

“What is civilization?” Kenneth Clark asks at the outset of his beloved television show. “I don’t know,” he admits, nonetheless surmising that it deserves credit for shaping Man into “an intelligent, creative, orderly and compassionate animal.” Cathédrale Notre-Dame de Paris looms behind him. He also ponders if civilization is worth preserving. After all, it’s 1969 and much of the West is deep in the throes of social upheaval and civil unrest, not unlike today. It seems exhausted and unwilling, if not unable, to assert a raison d’être. Its children cannot name their fathers and, instead of creation, aspire to brigandage. “The honkies,” wrote Giovanni in a poem published in 1968, “are getting confused.”

Is it worth preserving? Is Brahms worth defending? Perhaps, as a parting gesture to its patrons, my symphony could bow-out with his famous “Wiegenlied,” or “Lullaby,” as the mezzanine is doused with gasoline and set ablaze. A towering mural of a clenched fist would unfurl from the loge in one discomfiting swoop, and those in attendance would clap and whistle in approval. And as the music faltered behind the crackle of timbered pilasters bursting aflame a chant, unintelligible at first, would build and crescendo into a booming and perfervid declaration some fifteen-hundred voices strong:

“Black Lives Matter. Black Lives Matter. Black Lives Matter.”

Image: Lam, Stephen. “A protest in Oakland, California following the grand jury decision in the shooting of Michael Brown, 25.” The Guardian. Reuters, November 2014. https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2017/jan/17/black-lives-matter-birth-of-a-movement.

Fly Your (Absent) Flag

I hesitate to call this summer’s racial convulsion a conversation (so often, we’re told, it is time for one) because of how little the participants seem to be actually conversing. But it is clear the disobedience on display, civil or not, is an extrusion of an idea, an idea made of—and transmitted by—words. It’s as if the tête-à-têtes of a million thin-skinned, web-surfing adolescents have suddenly assumed physical form, a gestalt of feeling and aggrieved enthusiasm hell bent on immanentizing what the late Roger Scruton called a “culture of repudiation.” They may be naive, even dangerously naive, but they understand: the seeds of their spittle-flecked discontent must be sown offline.

Vox audita perit littera scripta manet—the heard voice perishes, but the written letter remains. Though we have certainly inherited much of the wisdom of ancient Rome (despite our disregard of Latin), so too has the West mimicked her folly. Countless histories cast blame for the empire’s collapse at the feet of a decadent elite, who orchestrated an overzealous colonial enterprise—from which the seeds of misrule blossomed into revolutionary violence—and corrupted its novel political institutions at the expense of its citizenry. Sound familiar? And yet, the written letter remains. Its supposed primacy over the oral tradition hasn’t impeded our own civilization’s decline into a state of primeval angst and self-abnegation. Is the West still captivated by the maxims of antiquity and ignorant of the fate that befell it?

Vox audita may have the disadvantage—in the long-term—of being ephemeral and forgettable or misconstrued, but “in the moment” of old-fashioned analog communication between persons it has indubitable utility and clout. Imagine Paul Revere romping through Lexington to deliver his warning—”The British are coming! The British are coming!”—via the mail. Or if, instead of mounting a podium at Brandenburg Gate to implore Gorbachev to “tear down this wall,” President Reagan had reserved Peter Robinson’s immortal line for an op-ed in the Washington Times.

In times of crisis there are few instruments of communication like the human voice. Why is it, then, at this perilous hour the most powerful defenders of the American project and its republican ideals are absent, content to espouse the virtues of liberty in pixels and ink? How many champions of freedom in state and federal legislatures cried out beneath the defaced figures of our founders as mobs of vandals wrenched them from their pedestals last week? How many patriots, in celebration of our independence this past Saturday, roused crowds of constituents into song, into renditions of “The Star Spangled Banner,” “America the Beautiful,” or “Amazing Grace”?

Words beget action, or should. What the organizers of the Left’s serial campaign against injustices, real and imagined, understand—and what the Right emphatically doesn’t—is the impotence of littera scripta as an offensive measure. As a catalyst—for activism, agitation, violence, whatever is en vogue—it is superb. For intellectual criticism, slow ideological re-education and the dissemination of ideas across time and distance the medium is probably nonpareil. But it withers in the urgency of now. Conservatism, which R.R. Reno of First Things says is “a form of public engagement more like sentry duty,” is intrinsically defensive (of tradition, of the given) and, in a sense, naturally amenable to the “old ways.” It is contemplative, too—more Mary than Martha, surely. A philosophy, foremost.

But there is a time to be silent and a time to speak, a time to tear down and a time to build. Conservatives, if they wish to bequeath to their children the world they inherited, must speak out and up, and not only in type. Alert the sentries, yes, but also arm an infantry. “We have to show up,” says Kevin D. Williamson of National Review. Indeed, we have to do the hard work of changing minds and teaching—with our mouths, unabashedly—the story of American exceptionalism. 

In his opus, The Magic Mountain, novelist Thomas Mann suggested, “It is an unloving miscomprehension of youth to believe that it finds its pleasure in freedom: its deepest pleasure lies in obedience.” It should be the new task of conservatism to reengage with the youth, to demonstrate the recklessness of their servility to the disproven ideas of the authoritarian Left and win their impressionable hearts, to reorient said obedience to the principles of freedom. We mustn’t be fearful of exclaiming—of testifying—in the public sphere, “This is what I believe!”

Britain’s Daniel Hannan offers a model of courage from beyond the Atlantic. In a 2013 debate of the merits of socialism at the Oxford Union Society—why, by the way, do we no longer really debate in America?—Hannan mounted a vigorous defense of capitalism and its progenitors, his people, the indigenous British. His voice quick and trembling as time expired, forefinger high and vertical and face red with passion, Hannan asked those in attendance—in a scene worthy of the movies—to, “remember what nation it is whereof ye are.”

Let us not also forget, as we chart the course of conservatism stateside, three oft overlooked words near the close of Reagan’s aforementioned speech in Berlin: “Beliefs become reality.” Like Rome before us, we neglect them at our peril.

Image: Panini, Giovanni Paolo. Capriccio with figures at the Roman ruins and the Arch of Constantine. 1731, private collection, Piacenza, Italy.

Book of the City of Dreams (Excerpt III)

In my dream it’s moon-y and iridescent—it’s night, and every leaf wears a dull shine, as if dipped in motor oil—and a train is cranking up the street outside my childhood home. It leans into a neighbor’s yard and snakes around their immaculate little cottage of vinyl siding belching smoke, which catches like trashed plastic grocery bags in the branches of a yew tree. Then it reappears, seems to reassemble itself, on the other side and ambles back onto the pavement, this time in the direction of my window. I watch it hop the curb into the dark green, almost-blue grass pushing it into the loam in big, black streaks. My father is going to be livid. I trace it past my mother’s rhododendrons and watch its gleaming hulk vanish inexplicably into a slit in the fence. And then I wake up.

Communism Revisited, Pt. 1

I don’t know much about Vivian Gornick—yet. I know that in 1977 she published The Romance of American Communism, an account of the progressive “urban Jews and Irish or Italian Catholics”—”honest dissenters”—whose affiliation with the Communist Party USA occasionally deposited them at the Gornick family dinner table in the Bronx. “Your parents were communists?” she recalls college classmates exclaiming. What does that even mean? How did an ideology birthed in Moscow seduce ordinary Americans into “a life of serious radicalism”? Gornick’s book attempts an explanation.

A caveat, however. “I did write the book—and I wrote it badly,” she now admits. This is one helluva way to introduce a reissued edition of your book to a new generation of readers. It takes courage and humility—not to mention an intrepid publisher—to suggest her past work is overwrought and “over-written,” and that in revisiting it she was “startled by all that I ignored.”

I’ll soon be able to judge for myself—I’ve only just embarked on the first chapter—but Gornick’s self-consciousness, whatever her brand of politics, is endearing. Her shortcomings as a writer and historian, which she says are numerous, are almost irrelevant; the subject of this slim volume—American communism, the glamour of its revolutionary aspirations, its starry-eyed apologists—is that compelling.

Why? Because a century removed from the Bolshevik coup d’etat there is still little consensus on issues of supreme social import—how to best organize and govern people, how to best implement justice, the duty of the individual to the state (and vice versa). In America—and (again!) in Europe—the ruling and intellectual classes have, by and large, rejected the tenets of e pluribus unum for those of a system that bears the hallmarks of communism. It is an ideology tireless in its search of a host, and, this time, the coddled American mind has seemingly obliged en masse.

I first learned of its quintessence—a cocksure materialism that, “in the name of rationalism,” denies “the instinct of [the] soul for God”—from another Vivian, one Jay Vivian “Whittaker” Chambers, whose autobiography Witness also examines (and, ultimately, eviscerates) the “romance” of American communism. Whether or not Gornick’s inquiry precipitates a transmogrification as illuminating as Chambers’—to seek instead the truth in eternity and to tell it in time—or simply documents a lost world (more vignette than vivisection) with the disinterested eye of the street photographer is also moot. Communism, as an idea, is au courant. We are discovering, in real time, if—in practice—it will remain so and what that portends for the future of the American experiment in radical liberty, self-governance and free-market economics.

Image: Lewis, Dick. “Communists marching in the May Day parade in New York in 1935.” The New York Times, New York Daily News via Getty Images, 20 October 2017, https://www.nytimes.com/2017/10/20/opinion/new-york-american-communism.html.

I Want to Live

I suppose I’ve been in a stupor. These gossamer days—where have I been? I feel disembodied, missing. At first the news was sort of thrilling—God, could it be as dire as they’re predicting? But the novelty was fleeting. Life began to wear the patina of a dream, where the drab familiar is suddenly skewed, made sinister. “Stay home!” they insisted. They can’t be serious, can they? In a blink everything was consumed by this invisible Leviathan—an invisible foe woven into an invisible web of diktat and paranoia. But of course you know this. We are, all of us, subjects of a new regime.

It takes plans and ambitions and renders them moot. It plants doubts where hopes once grew like weeds. It enshrines fear and rewards cowardice. Each day is unfinished, somehow slight. A run-on sentence, punctuated by stiff drinks and walks. Fridays come like widgets down the line, ceaselessly, undifferentiated. I dream of long days at work, backbreaking work, and shaking hands with strangers.

The religion of Safety is nothing new. Its evangelists rail against cars, against alcohol, cigarettes, guns, football, any combination thereof. They remained on the seaboard when America lurched westward. They probably mocked the space shuttle program. And today is, surely, their heyday. Care is the pretense, but it is really a religion of control, an impulse that crawled out of the muck with us and has evolved in tandem with our bodies and institutions into a perverse complexity. It positively oozes from television sets.

If your government has burdened you with overzealous limitations, you must live “as if.” The peoples of Occupied Europe knew this. Speaking of misfortune, Czeslaw Milosz reasoned, “Since we must live with it, what remains is a choice of tactics.” We can submit or, as he analogizes, “wall it off with wax” like a hive of bees and soldier on. “You do not have a clear conscience, because perhaps you are supposed to dedicate all your efforts and all your attention to it.” This would be the way of the apostles of Safety. “And all you can say,” argues Milosz, “in your own defense is, ‘I want to live.'”

I find it difficult to think much of anything beyond the scope of the moment, don’t you? I resent this kind of tunnel vision. I resent the fear that eats me into such a state. And the people who have allied with it to neuter my aspirations, dim my light, treat us as subjects—I resent you the most. May you run out of toilet paper.

11th & Cherry

Snow fall and

Night

Two women in a doorway

Talking

The feeling of possibility

Receding images

Houses and idle cars

Merging with old growth

Bric-a-brac and black stray

Cats

The silent conspiracy 

Of snow

And pooling lamplight

Clarity

Fragments of jazz

Night

Milk white

Distant engines

Revving

The sensation of being

On a verge.