Marching Orders

To be free and out of doors—

Under wings, above the floors

Of faux linoleum and lint,

Knee-high in wild sage and mint,

Carousing memories impress

upon—a rausch, resplendent eveningness

Uncanny umbers, graven greens

I see but don’t know what they mean.

To eat this planet with an eye

As day and night entwine in sky,

How hours drift like vagabonds

From me to sweeter echelons,

For soon the beasts nocturnal ride

Insisting I return inside,

At once content and mourning changes

Comes the end and rearranges.

I was summer, holding fast—

The fool of youth—I could not last,

For here we grovel before Death

Awaiting the next baby’s breath

To break the spell of dreamless slumber,

Woe to she who holds us under

Rock and root—I smell the sun—

Oh, welcome light! Our prize, hard won.

Image: Monet, Claude. Path Under the Rose Arches. 1918-24.